WOW! wht the FUCK is happening????

hello guys....
m back, m in kerala, Trivandrum. FUCK...i miss home.
Anyhow.....While on my way here, i saw a flick called 'BUCKET LIST' (MORGAN FREEMAN IS AWSM)....and hence....i dcided that since i donot know whr my life is headed....and could collapse any minute since LIFES BEING SUCHA BITCH, I'll make my own Bucket List.....For those of you out there who havent seen the flick....bucket list is a list of tasks made by two dyeing men who wish to complete all the desired tasks on a list before they die. ANYWAYS.....here goes
Matai's BUCKET LIST
1.Take a Bike Trip (alone, on cruiser bike)(although i dont mind company) to ladakh.
2.Play the Guitar Solo of the Song 'Freebird' By LYNRYD SKYNRYD.
3.Ask her Out.
4.Eat a whole BUCKET of KFC's. (ALONEE!!!)
5.Beat the living daylights of a few ppl.
6.Drive all the way to Darjeeling.
7.Construct my own Cottage.
8.Go to the BELLAGIO/CEASARS PALACE.
9.Witness the 7 wonders of the world each day of the week.
10.Make my own Custom Guitar.
11.Assemble My dream PC.
12.Tell My Family And Friends that i Love them (no matter how much they suck)(:P:P:P...heehee)
13.Read The Bible & Quran
14.Donate Blood.
15.Publish My poetry or songs or watvr.
16.EAT AT 'little chef' all 3 meals of the Day.
17.HAVE A TRIP WITH MY GROUP TO GOA!

anyhow....thts abt it.....i guess its pretty lame....bt chalta hai.

How the Indian Education System is ruining my life....bit by fucking bit.

I have a sad life......I mean my life is the pinnacle of sadness, but today hit an all time low.....lets put it this way......its hard when you have to hear your folks (folk I'm my case), tell you, you're a failure and completely good for nothing, and since you aren't studying now, you'll probably end up begging on the streets because they refuse to keep you.....then they're kind enough to fucking add, that you have no commendable personality, no confidence, look like someone picked you up from the slum and have the IQ of a 10 day ol' chimp, not to mention, your so called friends will leave at the first sign of bad luck..and overall your future in going to be a fucking waste.....Now for the big part...Why? you ask?....cuz i study *only* 3 fucking hours a day!!!!..also apparently I'm the only kid in 12th with a c grade....my teachers hate me....and because I'm a 55% grader now, I'll remain so, for he rest of my sodding life....,now, I'm not denying it, there must be some truth in that(but, come' on...me looking like someone from a slum??? please...)but point being....who the fuck is so direct....so disincentive..shes a mother...where the love??..all shoved straight up my behind(metaphorically), due to one simple reason.....my inability to mug up random facts, that my life is going to be based on *rolls eyes*....don't get me wrong...I'm not one for advertising stuff like so all over the blogosphere....but today like I said was wayy outta league, totally below the belt...in my defense...the only reason this is up here, is because it was one of three calculated options I had.....commit suicide(which I couldn't do, since I love myself too much)...kill someone else(which too, I couldn't do...because, I'm not a big fan of jail...specifically Indian jails...) and write this post.....on the plus side...once you've read this...and you're having a bad day...just think about my sad messed up life...and say to yourself...."I guess my life isn't that fucking bad"

P.s.- This isn't Matai...so don't go on giving the poor chap a hard time...