Career, Oh Career, Thou art one heartless bitch..:(

hey fellow blogmates,
sorry for the decade long abstinence from blogging, but truth be told, the previous 6 months have been really hard to deal with....not to mention the constant rush of changing career options and weighing every option against the current one of medicine. IT HAS BEEN ROUGH. Anyhow, So one fine day, my father goes like 'Beta, Y wont you look at law as a potential choice of career, eh?'. wow....i mean ....WOW. THIS....after all those years of chasing a med school. Anyways, being the stupid fucking dimwit that i am ...relying on daddy's info....go on...checkin law as an option...so basically....its like.....its good....but not as good as medicine....also the fear of being alone and no one to guide me troubled me....but thats beside the point....what do i do? okayy....i have an idea...lets join law classes....see if it floats my boat...(really...floats my boat? ugh) and voila....at 7 AM ...im sitting with about 40 law aspirants who have actually come to class to bcm lawyers and not just as a backup option. The class....was pretty epic if you ask me.....not to mention the tremendous rush of knowing that something is suiting you and i dont need to be fearful of it like i am of mathematics and physics....THIS IS FUCKING GREAT. SAME AMOUNT OF EFFORTS = BETTER RESULTS + Feeling of AWSMNESS! yayy! this had to be nice....chalo....jo bi hoga ....dekha jaayega.....ive given the med school entrances ...and fingers crossed....i WILL make it there.....Question is ....DO I WANT TO? Damn!